Hi! It's been quite some time since my last blog...
My habit is to post within a week...
Yesterday went to the second day of my school's Sec 1 Orientation camp...
Actually I went there to support my band...
I even brought along with my Soprano Saxophone as well...
This year's camp wasn't that good...
Is even worst than last year...
Camp commander was like...
Hate to say it, but, kind of 'atrocious'...
Lots of things has been planned wrongly...
Like the medic...
Afiq was the only medic in charge...
He was the only one who ran around the school...
No assistance at all...
This matter was suppose to be brought up at the debrief which was suppose to be after the camp but somehow has been postponed...
A boy had appeared at the medic for all the three days...
At the last day(which was yesterday), he was suspected of having fractured...
That hour was supposed to be the campfire...
As we don't want to alert this matter to the public, one of our teacher had to bring him, the father and the brother to the hospital...
Hope he's alright now...
After the incident, me and another 7 friends, including three SJAB members, were joking about plaster and water...
Then when the school was about to close, my friends went to celebrate Riduwan's birthday...
This year's recruitment was even worst than last year's...
Not even 25 recruit...
Sad...

I was thinking what is really my path to success...
Business has never been friendly with me...
Even since i quited Midastar, I had told myself that I will no longer step into the world of business...
I actually wanted to study Feng Shui and Fortune Telling...
My great-grandmother and my band director, Mr. Lee, had advised me not to go into this...
Mr. Lee told me that maybe out of 10 people, 1 or 2 may believe but couldn't afford...
So I was like thinking, even if i can't do it for the people, I might must well do it for myself first...
If i really succeed in this, then i can really help others for free which I had always wanted to, I don't really want to let my parents know that I wanted to do this for free, if not, they will 'kill' me for being so stupid...
My interest is in the music but the thing is I can't survive with just that...
I may take up psychology courses which I'm not even sure whether i'll succeed in this line...
The world is really going into business...
I don't know what to do now...

Forgot to mention, yesterday during the preparation for the CCA Promotion Day, Mdm Yong came to me whether I have the time to go back to school to teach the malay students chinese...
I was happy at first because finally there's a job for me, $12 per hour...
But on the other hand, I had to go for a operation on the 15th of this month...
I don't even know when I'll be recovered and go back to school to receive the 'O' Levels result at the same time...
Life is really playing a fool with me...
Good things always come at the wrong time...
You want it to come, it won't come...
You don't want it to come, it will any-o-how come...
Really confused and tire now...

Got to go le...bye...