My wound is back to its action again...
This morning, on my way to the MRT station...
I almost burst into tears...
It was so painful that it was really unbearable...
And for no reason...
I thought of other stuffs...
Some bad scenario which I don't think it's appropriate to say....
And also, thinking back to the past...
Sad past...
I was totally, almost going to break down...
I wanted to carry on with my responsibility...
But its just that...
It's very hindering of this 'thing'...
No time for self care...
No time for doctors...
It's just disturbing...
How I wish I can talk to somebody who is close to me...
I mean, not just family...
But friends whom I have been so happy with...
It's really, really hurtful...
My pain is acting up...
My heart is aching...
Wanted tp cry but couldn't...
Not an appropriate place and time to let it out now...
Can someone/somebody chat with me? Please...
I really, really cannot stand it...
I don't like my life...
I don't like my health life...
I feel so stressful and jealous whenever there's a healthy person or people walking past me or appear right in front of me...
Really tired...
I wanted to end this nonsense...
Who can help me...
Relationship...only consolation...
Doctors...only medication...
Surgers...worse...no difference from suffocation...
I just wanted to have an endless sleep...
Forget what I'm doing now...
Forget what and how my life have been...
Wanted my soul to leave this pathetic person...
Really, really, very tired now...

Got to go le...bye...

Hi everyone...
Was super tired now...
Just went to Kim Seng Wind Symphony concert...
Very nice...
Elisse, Bryan, Charissa, Pei Yi, Darren and Law Fatt was in there...
Then later went to Takashimaya with my family to have dinner and phototaking...
Need to sleep liao...

Got to go le...bye...

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Hi Everyone!
My last post was deleted by accident...
So nevermind then...
Just put a song above the tagboard...
It's a very famous song, I'm sure everyone had heard it before...
To my dancesports friends, this is for you...
Enjoy!

Got to go le...bye...

Hi Everyone...
Yesterday my band and I had our first poly music exchange with RP...

Reached school like 8.30am like that...
People coming in one by one after the expected time...
Bring the stands up and down the block due to that the lorry was to long...
I was kind of very agitated lah...
Then reached RP at about 10.30am...

Everyone was so high...
Then a short introduction by Azri...
Then RP Ex-president, Jasmine...
Then a short phototaking session...
Everyone was like kind of shy like that...
Then comes the games which I have to admit thatit's really fun...
Everyone was having fun as well...
I was really sweating like hell...
Then had lunch with my section of both schools...
Is like we're really well-bonded...
Not like secondary school exchange...
Everyone was so quiet and shy, nobody wants to take initiative, or rather to take the lead...

Had sectionals...
Had combined practice...

We played Silverado(our own piece) and Huntingdon Celebration which RP gave us to sight read...
RP played (if I'm not wrong of the title)Spaceship Yamato(their own piece) and American Graffiti XVIII which we gave them to sight read...

Then both bands played Cavetown Cappadocia which was provided by Captain Yusri(sorry, not really sure how to spell) and The Cowboys Overture by Captain Tan Aik Kee...
Well, there's a few stops in between the playing of both songs...

Then the prize presentation...
During lunch, RP actually gave us a sheet of paper to vote for:
1) A Hot babe
2) A Hunk
3) A Joker
4) A person with the weirdest hair
5) A person with a meltiest smile

Each side has to vote these 5 person of the other band...
Then the results came...
From NP to RP:
1) Hottest Babe- Jasmine(EX-president, as mentioned, a bass trombonist)
2) Hunk- Eugene Yeo(From Trombone)
3) Joker- Simon(A oboeist)
4) Weirdest hair- Sadih(percussionist, hope I've spell the name correctly)
4) Meltiest Smile- Sarimah(my section- Saxophonist, also the Quarter Mistress of RP)

From RP to NP:
1) Hottest Babe- Charissa(French Hornist)
2) Hunk- Tony(My section- Saxophone)
3) Joker- Wei Ren(my section again, which is like kind of shocking)
4) Weirdest Hair- Hazmi(Multi-Woodwind player)
5) Meltiest Smile- Azri(Our dearest president, a Trumpeteer)

There was lots of laughter going on when the result was announced...
Very funny sia...

Both committees actually thought that the duration will be quite long...
But it ended early, which was really unexpected...
Then Captain Yusri wanted to conduct Gloriosa, third movement...
Was quite nice lah...
Then had phototaking sessions, lots of photos...
Then packed up everything and left RP...

Here, I want to thank all committee members for the hardwork and effort...
RP saxophonist...
It has took us a very big effort in making this event a success...

One things I've learned from this event:
Be organised in whatever we do, time management is one of these...

And people, please be discipline...
I know you all are being carried off by the event, but please, if you are required to settle down, please settle down quietly...
And also punctuality...
I'm sure we all know the punctuality habit of some members...
If you know you'll be late, set an alarm, preferrably handphones alarm which is really, really effective...
As early as possible...
Don't set exact timing, give yourself some more time to get prepared...
Sounds a bit 'kiasu', but still have to do it...
Sleep early also...
There are also people who run away because of the games...
I don't want to name names...
Your action really, really makes us the committee members very pissed off...
We had a hard time organising and this is the way you treat it...
That's one of the reason why I'm agitated as well...
Do cooperate...
It's not easy to get things done well if this still goes on...
I, myself was sick, (almost running a fever) very, very sick that I don't feel like going, don't feel like playing the games, don't feel like doing anything...
But I still participate...
(Too agitated to continue now)

At night, I was with the Alumni for their practice...
Was considering whether to play for Alumni or not...
Then went home, still very shack off...

Today, I need to rush all my homework and revise for my Japanese Quiz...
Really crazy leh...
I'm still sick leh...
Torturing sia...
I was so sick that I don't even know my father was behind me...
He even scared me loh...
I shouted sia...
LOL...
Anyway, need to rush lots of things now...

Got to go le...bye...