Hi to those who are still reading my blog....
Apologies for not having to be able to blog for about 2 months...
A lot of things to say...
A lot of things in mind...
A lot of interests to pursue...

As a beginning, let me tell you about my current status...
Right now I'm extending in my attachment place, Robert Bosch...
People had scolded me 'dumb', 'stupid'...etc...
Just because I extended for the same salary (or allowance) as the one I got for my attachment...
There are reasons why I choose this path....
Initially I was supposed to be transferring over to the Logistics Department but I changed the idea... as I really think that I can't cope with the workload there...
I know I won't be able to understand what I'm doing....
I know the salary given are higher...but they are extending me for 5 weeks when my holiday is 11 weeks...how am I going to survive for the other 6 weeks?
Of course I can't...
I will waste a lot of time looking for another job...
So I rather do things/assignments that I'm familiar with...
Take it as a challenge to support 2 departments at the same time...
Getting the same rate...I don't mind....at least I know I got my saving...
I may be stress at times... but I'm contented that I'm working in a division/department that I'm familiar with...

Let's talk about my future then...
What are my goals?
What are my targets?
What is my next step in life?
I have it planned...
After this "Internship", I have another semester, which is the final one...
Before I could get my NS letter...maybe considering going back to warehouse to work....
At least I can still keep myself fit there....
During the 2 years of NS, I'll be looking for job related to my interests...
I'm planning to study in SIM, BA in Translation & Interpretation....
So the requirement is that I have to work for a company as a full-timer so as to pursue my Bachelor there...
Of course, it would be better if the job is my area of interest...
I have my next few years planned....
Knowing what my target and goal are...
Most importantly, my interest...

About my school...
I have just finished my Internship Final Presentation not long ago....
I was nervous and loss of words...
Don't really know if I'm really giving the right answer to the right question...
Or is there anything that I have presented wrongly...I really don't know...
CCA....
Right now, my focus is on NP Voices...
I was frustrated, angry and disappointed....
Trying to help...trying to teach but I felt that all these are not being appreciated...
That's how I feel...
I'm still getting the contact with NP Concert Band...
Definitely playing for Rondeau but only for the Alumni Band....
I try not to get myself stressed up this semester so I have decided to play for the Alumni Band only....
You can say I miss them a lot... really, really missing them a lot...
There were so much fun during our time...
Of course, there were sad times too...
I missed those days....
My least concentration and the least commitment is the NP Dancesports....
All I do is just learning new dance, new steps, new routine... that's all...
People members asked me to partner them for competition but I rejected...
Why?
Firstly, I'm already a Year 3 student, I really don't have that time and energy to practice for it...
Secondly, I have my own financial problems... I have to rely on other relative's money to buy that dance shoes.... I can't even afford for the costume, nor just the pants...
Thirdly, I'm not confident enough for such "open" competition... Indeed, I felt that given my size and body shaping, I'm not confident enough to be open to the other people... I don't look good, not even average fine in whatever I wear, even if it is just a T-shirt or a Polo T-shirt...
I'm just utterly useless and lazy...
Scold me all you want.... that's me...
Changes for me..... years.....

Recently, my old illness has been coming back...
How devastating is that....
Everyday, I have been looking at the amount of dirty blood that oozed out from my body...
No one knows how painful is that... no one can understand what kind of feelings i'm holding onto...
Till this day, even my parents don't know about a secret of me...
Even till me death... I'm not going to share to anyone...
It's just too personal to me...
I know if I'm going to hold a secret, people like my friends would think that I'm a mysterious person, no one is going to come near me...
This would be a worse experience for a person like me who wants to be surrounded by friends...
This secret will never be told, never be shared...
That's all I can say....

Alright, coming to the weather report...
I have not been doing this for a long, long time....
I have my own prediction sometimes...
Floods in Southern China and Pakistan, of course not forgetting Singapore...
Heatwave in Japan and Northern Europe and Northern America...
These are nothing but a sign of Global Warming...
Some people think is an act of God...
To me, it can be both...

"It is an Reaction of God to the Act of Mankind"

Factories, cigarettes, burning of "money" to the ancestors...
Many factors have caused this weird weather patterns to appear...
Just some time ago, a typhoon hit Philippines...
Just like week, a sudden weird gusts of strong winds emerge in Malacca, Malaysia...
Blowing tents of night market away, killing 2 people...
These wind are going to attack Singapore anytime...
Right now the temperature is rather cooling, even though with the appearance of the sun...
I really cannot imagine what others will be coming towards us...
May God Bless Us All.
Hope I'll get some time again to blog about myself, see you guys again!

Weather & Natural Disaster blogger, Cruyff