Hi everyone!!!
Today my family and I had made it to Simei; one of my relatives' house...
Though going to miss a lot of things but I ready to look forward to experience new things, a new and different lifestyle...
Let's all start from last Thursday...

Thursday...
I went for a Mock Competition by NPDS...
Initially I thought it was just some kind of performance and teaching from the seniors...
I didn't expect that we have to participate...
We were taught how we should be presenting ourselves, our partners when entering the dancefloor...
The feeling was excitement...
It just felt like everything was real...
And when the music ends, how we should end off and exit...
The seniors does taught us lots of things and had shared with us their experiences...
Though I may not be having the intention to go for competition, but at least i learnt something...

Friday...
I went for NP Voices Accessioning Night...
What is that all about?
Singing of course!!!
Well, we were given a choice to sing any song we want...
Any language, any rhythm, any beat...
And it's a solo performance...
There were 3 judges...
I was only told that the Accessioning Night on Tuesday and I only chose my song on the Friday itself...
There wasn't any time for me to prepare as I was preparing to pack my stuffs for the shifting...
Then, there's this song that struck my mind...
Which is Ihoujin, a Japanese song which means Foreigner...
Upon reaching the meeting venue...
I gave my song to them...
I told them to put my name as the last performer...
As I was listening to all the members, I found that all of them are nice singers...
Not very sure of myself...
It was my turn to sing...
As I was waiting for the judges to finish their comments for the previous singer, I gave a short introduction about myself...
Then it started, I was a bit nervous but I knew I was enjoying myself...
I told myself: Music is what I love, performance experiences are what I've collected...
The song I gave was played by 12 Girls Band...
I have to pretend that they are performing for me and that I can enjoy this music...
I sang with pride and with a sence of musicality...
I enjoyed it...
Positive comments from the judges, making me speechless too...

Both activites from NPDS and NP Voices had given me a chance to learn and expose my talent...
I really thank you from the bottom of my heart...

Saturday, which was yesterday...
My family and I started to pack our stuffs...
It has been a busy and tiring day for us...
We'd packed everything until 2.30am this morning...

Sunday, today...
I woke up at 8.30am...
When I woke up, I had already saw a few Bangladesh workers with my relatives in our house...
Got myself some breakfast...
And started to help out...
We had to bring unnecessary stuffs to our new house (Khabit) and there was quite a lot...
Then we brought neccessary stuffs over to my relative's house...
It was tiring...
I went to visit Mustaqim, Uncle Tan...
There's a few more whom I wanted to visit but i couldn't...
Friends whom I've been quite closely, I'd SMS-ed them to wish them good luck...
Sebastian Foo, Joel Loo, Pei Yu, Maximillian...
Thank you for your friendship during my stay in Sembawang, hope we'll still keep in contact...

Got to go le...bye...

HEY EVERYONE!!!
A piece of news to all my friends in Sembawang...
Good or bad, you decide...
Anyway, I'll be officially leaving Sembawang this Sunday...
I will be staying in Simei for 3 mouths temporary in my relative's house...
Either by end of February or beginnning of March, I'll be moving to Khatib which is my new house...
Like I said before, it's just downgrading...
I'll still try to find time to come back to Sembawang...
For whom I'm going to miss, I'll always remember you all!

For sure, I'm going to miss Sembawang a lot...
I have stayed in this place for coming 10 years...
There's been lots of memories being 'planted' here...
But I know there's something call Email and another thing called MSN...
I'll still get to chat with you guys online...
This blog will still survive till the day I die...
Just that, I'm really very reluctant to shift but this is an family order, I can't object...
Anyway, I'll still remember whatever I've been through these 10 years in Sembawang...
Thank you for all my friends who have been with me and guide me...
I really appreciate it...
Thank you very much!!!

Got to go le...bye...

Hi All!
Got my contact lens today...
I was taught how to put it on and take it off...
It was so painful, but the moment I got both eyes occupied with the lens...
IT WAS SO COOL!!!
Thank you my family for encouraging me to buy it...
I was really reluctant as I knew that was really painful...and troublesome...
Somehow, the feeling was quite okay...
Just that I need to get used to it...

Anyway, I had a Chinatown trip with three Japanese Interns...
Mai-san, Aoi-san & Natsui-san...
At first, I felt a bit pressurized as I seldom converse in Japanese...
Later on, I found that most of us got the same interest so I was really happy chatting like as if I'm a Japanese guy..hahaha...
We went to Makan Place to have our lunch first...
We bought quite a few stuffs for them to try...
Then off we went to Chinatown Heritage Centre...
They were quite amazed by the things in there...
Then later we headed to City Hall as they supposed to have a meeting with a few graduates...
But we headed for Esplanade to let them have a look and take more pictures...
Later we went to Suntec City (the meeting place) to take a look at the Fountain of Wealth...
When all were tired, we went to our main meeting place which is the StarBucks...
Had lots of chats and laughter, got to know more about that...
We really had a great time!

Got to go le...bye...

As you all can see that, I had removed majority of links...
Reason being, I don't want my blog to be in such a messy state...
Make it simple...that's what I think I can handle...

Even since coming into poly life...
There wasn't any freedom for me...
When comes to modules, oversea trips...
My house financial couldn't support me to do so...
Indeed, I was very disappointed...
But there's nothing else I could do...
But study...

Joining of so many CCAs isn't what I really wanted...
All I want is to sing, play & dance...
But all these require too much of my time...
All I wanted to achieve is to have fun in these 3 components of music...
Don't know whether to move on or retreat...

Got to go le...bye...

Hi Everyone...
Anyway, this is for my sister...
Somehow...I don't know how to say this but...I care for my sister a lot more than any other girl...
Yes...we chatted a lot when comes to a time when we felt that we haven't been chatting for a very long time...
Troubles, sorrows, hatred...
All these were just like a gun/cannon war...non-stop...

Somehow...sometimes...I would feel a bit sorry for her...
She would somehow suffered for some reasons...
And as a brother, sometimes, not being by her side, is just guilty...
There were lots of thanks, but also lots of sorries...
Thanks for all the companion...
Thanks for being by my side...
Sometimes, even really thank you for your examples for this stupid brother of yours...
Somehow, mummy will see your effort and compare with me...

Sorry for sometimes, still fight with you for small, little little things...
I still recalled how we used to fight, really physically fought...
I do still recall my strength of how I used to hit and beat you...
You would also fight back...
I also recall we argued and quarrelled real loud in the house...
Those memories were sometimes funny, but also at the same time, it's really hurtful too...
Also there were lots of things that were being initiated by you...
Birthdays, celebrations...whatever...
I would sometimes felt that I'm always the one being like that, which made me feels that the heart is not with me...
For that, I want to apologise as well...

True, I do had lots of friends whom I know in NP...
But none were close to me...
Problems will always be kept in my heart...
When I speak about my troubles, I would tend to feel that my friends are just listening, and not hearing...
And might thought that I'm attracting attention...
But having a closest sibling won't feel that way...
That's why I want to thank you, sister...
We always had lots of happy chats...lots of sorrow chats as well...

You are in the midst of your 'O' Levels...
Yet I can't help much...
Recalled that last week, you were about to go for your Maths Paper...
You were still studying...you asked for my help...
At first I thought I could help...
In the end, finding myself being stuck, whatever I've learnt had left my memory and I couldn't help much...
For that, I want to apologise...

Now I really see that you've grown up and initiated lots of things...
You even found a job before your 'O' Levels ends...
Mummy used this to compare with me again...
See how initiative you are...
How sensitive you are...
Sometimes, I don't believe in younger siblings surpassing the elder ones...
But how I see an example of it...
Being a useless brother, I'm sorry for that...

Recalling the time, you were surrounded by 13 girls, just directly in front of the police station...
You were beaten up, I wasn't there to protect you...
Instead, when I reached the police station look for you...
I wanted to scold you...
But I couldn't...
Sorry for not being able to support you...

There's much more to thanks...
But there're others more to be sorry for...
But whatever happens, I'll still love you as a brother...
Thank you for always being by my side, Sister!

Girlfriend? (:
No, I'm Cruyff's Sister in fact.
Well, I stole my brother's laptop & blogger to use today, and yes.
I went into his blog as I felt something isn't going right for my brother recently.
I'd grown up with this fellow for 17 years, I can sense if he's happy or not.
I seldom see him at home, like me.
I wasn't at home too, we were both outside and come home late.
My brother wasn't happy at home, too.
He often get reprimanded by the family, he often get scoldings.
He just didn't like it.

I pity my brother, I felt that my brother should deserve better.
He's unlike me, I'd a big circle of friends.
Sometimes, I don't even have to trouble to find someone to talk to.
I don't even have to think who I should look for.
But him, I know no one is really there.
I really understand him.
I felt heartache when I read his post. I felt like crying for him.
There's once I remembered very clearly....
My brother provoked my mother and she started to throw everything on his table all over,
he cried so badly that I still remember how I shed my tears for him.
He's my beloved brother, whom I often bullied and joked with.

He protected me, he love me, he care and concern for me.
I'd never once stop loving this man whom felt neglected by his friends.
I told him my secrets, he told me his too.
Although I don't read his blog often, I don't come over to his blog.
But now as I read, the hurt is so deep that I can actually feel it.
Kor, I'm always here for you...
Like I said, we're a family...
I'll never leave you alone,
if you ever felt lonely, I will be there to accompany you...
if you ever felt like crying, think of the stupidest thing I'd ever done.. =x
if you ever need a shoulder to lie on, use mine(although not fleshy and comfortable)...
if you ever need someone to whack you, I WILL BE THE MOST WILLING TO!!! =P

Brother,
DONT GO NS LEH, I WILL MISS YOU LEHHHH! ):
I love you, my beloved brother...

P/s:
OI!!!
DONT CRY AH :DDDD