Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Hey everyone!!!
I'm in a camp now...
Having my day 0 as I'm part of the committee...
Kind of tired now...haha...
I just had another camp a few days ago...
Very fun as I was the camper...
Previously, my committee and I was trying for the night walk...
Though it was like 10 people per group but the girls were still really scared...
It was torturing as the talkie-walkies were really sucky and we have to keep testing it by getting people to go to other places within the school...
Okay, I just had my bathe...
Going to sleep soon...
Got to go le...bye...
My mind's unweaving/ 9:17 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Last night, when I was on my bed...
Before I could even fall asleep...
In my mind, I kept thinking of Life & Death...
What will happen if one of my parents passed away?
What will happen if my silblings passed away?
What will happen if I passed away?
I just don't know why all these thoughts came into my mind...
It just happened...
Tears start rolling in my eyes as I kept on thinking further and further...
I wanted to stop thinking but I couldn't...
It just felt so strange and annoying...
Today, something just troubles me again...
I wanted to stay overnight for the camp...
But due to my health problem, I was banned to...
Unless I could think of other solution...
I don't know what's happening to me these days...
I feel like I'm a jerk...
A jerk whom no one will understand...
A jerk who wanted to be alone yet wanted to be surrounded by people...
A jerk who is trying to escape from reality...
A jerk who doesn't even want to care about anything or anyone...
I feel so frustrated...
I feel so sad...
Mixture of feelings within my heart...
This term break is like no term break...
Everyday fill with anything...
School work, CCA, tuition...
It's only just 2 weeks...
All my schedules going haywire...
My life is like being messed up...
Sometimes, I need a breath...
I just hope to get these over with and move onto the next semester which I thinkis much more relax...
I'm just a bit tired for this semester...
Anyway, I'll be having 2 camps for this term break...
19th - 21st & 25th - 27th...
These 2 camps have already occupied almost 1 week of my break...
Sian...
But no choice, it's just something that I like...
I, myself, won't even know when will be the next time that I'll be blogging again...
Anyway, I haven't been blogging...
This blog is like dead...
Hope to blog asap...
Got to go le...bye...
My mind's unweaving/ 8:08 AM
