This post is for my (Assistant) QM, Edward...
A word for you, sorry...
We have been working for coming a year in Main Committee as Quarters Masters already...
Somehow, I've lots of gratitude yet lots of apologies for you...

You have been helping me out a lot in terms of accessories stocks and instruments repairing...
Initially, I told Tony that I needed you as Quarter Masters because I know you have experience in Quarter Masters before...
You have lots of knowledge about instruments while I know nuts about it...
Remembering the time when Faith met the whole Main Committee because of purchasing new instruments...
I was really afraid to chair the meeting as I know nothing...
Only when you arrived, then I felt relieved...
Just that, I felt that I was really unless at that time...
There are so many stuffs which I still have to rely on you...
I really felt ashame of myself...
It's really, really a disgrace of myself as a QM who knows nothing...
Seriously, you do all the travelling to Windworks and other suppliers...
I'm like doing nothing at all...
I'm really sorry for all these...
I'll treat you one fine day de!

And now comes to my new QMs...
During the Mid-January will the band's AGM...
We'll be announcing the new Main Committee...
I know who I wanted to be my new QMs...
These coming new QMs will be a bit different...
There will be 3 QMs instead of 2...
Which mainly consists of 1 Woodwind Quarter Master, 1 Brass Quarter Master & 1 Percusion Quarter Master...
Somehow, what my worries are, these new QMs will blame me for choosing them...
I'm not so worry about one of them but I can't be too sure about the other two...
I really, really hope they will accept this position wholeheartedly...

Next week will be the interview for the year 1s who wish themselves to be part of the next Main Committee...
There are a few worries...
Somehow, I don't wish the next committee will turn out to be like mine...
Havoc, chaos, arguments, quarrels, fights, cold wars, just because of one or two people...
Of course, there are a few people whom I don't wish to see in the interview but I don't wish to name them out...
I felt that these few people have no responsibilities, no sense of punctuality and one of them likes to complain unreasonably...
Hope heaven is on my side...
I know I'm very bad but these are what it is from the bottom of my heart...
Anyway, I still hope the 3 QMs whom I wanted will accept my offer and with no complains...
Still the same phrase: "Hope heaven is on my side."

Thanks for all committee members who have been working with me so far...
I really appreciate all your guidance and teamwork...
I'll really going to miss all these moments...

Got to go le....bye...

Today's CSF paper was a piece of cake...
Think can get an 'A' bah...
Initially I was planning to go to Changi Airport to study...
But my mother suggested me to go to visit my great-grandmother with my sister as she's having her off day from work...

We went to visit Grandaunt Jenny first...
Also to visit Granduncle Danny, Aunt En En and her baby boy who's also my cousin...
This is my first time having a cousin of a mixed blood...
Had lots of chats...
Then moved on to Great-grandmother's house...
Could see that she's rather lonely as 2nd Granduncle and his wife are working...
Uncle Eugene and his family are out to Genting...
Leaving her and the maid at home during the day...
Which is rather sad...
Great-grandmother's health is somehow getting out of track...
So I try to visit her more often...
Even before my sister and I left her house...
Her voice was rather hoarse...
Somehow going to cry like that...
Which makes me even more sad...

Anyway, this friday is going to be my FNS paper...
Stress sia...
Lots of memory work to do...
Need to put in a lot more hardwork than CSF...

Got to go le...bye...

A few updates...
Having shifted for a week already...
Starting to have the feeling of 'poverty' back....
I used to live in Yishun when I was very young...
At that time my family was classified as below the middle class family...
Later a miracle led to my family to able to buy a bigger house for a better living...
Now, coming back to the same living as how I used to have 10 years ago...
It's kind of different...
It's sort of weird...
It's like something you couldn't hardly describe...
At least now, I've shifted out of Sembawang, I don't feel so stress...
Not so much sadness or frustration...
For now, having about more than 10 people squeezing in a house...
Lots of chats, lots of laughter, lots of happiness...

Common Tests is just less than 2 weeks away...
Mosts of my classmates had started long ago already...
Some started this week...including me...
I just started revising CSF today...
Was kind of tough...
Studying for 3 hours in the Esplanade Library was like in an igloo like that...
SOOOOO COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After that when to meet up with Zi Xuan and Lim Koon for revision...
Followed by Andrew and Jasper...
Very tired...

Got to go le...bye...