Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Sometimes, I will feel really stress, at the same time, I want to let this be a different experience for me...
Family...
CCA(s)...
Job...
Education...
It has been a very harsh experience for me for the past 2-3 weeks...
I can't believe that I can squeeze all my things at one go...
It's just amazing...
Haha...
I'll be taking down the tagboard soon...
As well as all my particulars, but I will not forget my friends...
This blog will be extinct soon as I may not have the mood to continue...
So...
*Haiz*...
Got to go le...bye...
My mind's unweaving/ 7:57 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Guess I have not been blogging for 'ages' already...
Don't really have much time for blogging...
Sometimes I just wonder if I should continue...
Sometimes, I even feel like I'm not appreciated...
When I was the follower of certain team/group...
I appreciated all my leaders hardwork...
But when I'm a leader of a certain group...
I guided them, I followed their suggestion...
In the end, we got good results...
But sometimes I just don't feel that appreciative...
Like I planned so many things, I worked with my members whenever they need help, I try not to leave anyone out, make sure everyone has a job to do...
Sometimes I was thinking, have I done anything wrong?
"To Be A Good Leader, You Have To Be A Good Follower."
This phrase was given by my father when I was still in secondary school...
Another phrase I learnt from one of my PE teacher was that: "One must always ask himself this question: "Am I doing the right thing or the wrong thing?""
These 2 phrases has always been in my mind...
It has always been part of my life...
That's why I have to be self-disciplined...
Since primary school, I have been learning...
All the experiences I had, taught me a lot in life...
In secondary school, I tell myself, no vulgarities...
No matter how tough life is, I won't scold a single vulgarity...
Eventually, I taught all my friends how we should react to situations...
What mindset we should be carrying with us...
Maturity doesn't come that easy...
One must really know the right and wrong...
Everyone know that I'm a serious person...
I seldom joke, sometimes not even joke...
I wasn't very flexible with actions and words made by my friends...
Sometimes I will tend to argue with them...
What did I do?
I called them up, apologising to them, whether I'm right or wrong...
Knowing the Way of Life is through one's experience and deed thoughtfulness...
Sometimes I'll tend to teach my friends the Way of Life...
I don't know if they appreciate my words or not...
This is my character, you want to make friends with me...
You had better be self-disciplined too...
This is my character, punctuality...
If we are going to meet up at a certain timing, do be punctual, if not, I'll leave first...
This is my character, responsibility...
I will always make sure that I've completed my stuffs before the due date...
You had better be responsible for your own things as well...
This is my character, no foolish comments towards others...
I will not comment on things when I don't even have the basic knowledge...
This is my character, appreciative...
Imagine the hardwork which others had put in more than yourselves...
This is my character, to be when I am supposed to be...
Be serious when you are supposed to be, work hard, play hard...
This is my character, priorities...
In order: Family, Health, Education, Work, Personal Interest...
There's lot more...
If you know me well, you'll understand why I'm like that...
Got to go le...bye...
My mind's unweaving/ 8:05 AM