Friday, January 13, 2012
It's been a long time since I last posted and no one will seem to know if my blog is still active...
This is the only place where I can reveal my true feelings...
Facebook can no longer be trusted when your parents are involved, and in your way...
I'm just tired and having the kind of attitude is just normal...
Mum, I seriously think that you're just too sensitive and took my words too seriously...
I didn't plan for this Lose-to-Win, Dad wants me to join it...
I didn't take it as priority....
And it slipped my mind that I have to print the consent form for you to sign...
And I really hate it when you always repeat those words like "I'm tired enough" or "I don't want to bother you anymore".
Do you know how hurting it is?!
In this house, I always feel that I don't get the final say...
I'm a growing adult...
It's just normal for me to speak in an attitude....
Some more, my way of doing things at home is so much different than at work...
At work, I have prepare my stuffs in advance so as not to get scoldings from my boss...
I got so much praises...
This is the part which I really felt that you don't know me enough....
I don't want to offend you, you make me looked like I've offended you...
You are my mother, I don't want to hurt you...
Why am I afraid of you?
Because anything we said, once it stepped on your tail, you'll just explode...
Even if it is harmless...
I really don't want to say anymore...
My mind's unweaving/ 9:19 AM