Woke up early in the morning just to see a message from the MOE...
I still can remember the time that it was sent...6:17:14...
'MOE: Congrats CRUYFF CHUA, you are posted to NGEE ANN POLY, NETWORK SYSTEM & SECURITY (N64) under 2008 JAE'...
At first was like total disappointment that I couldn't get into Early Childhood Education...
What really came through my mind firstly was, I wanted to appeal for it...
I was like, having no mood to sleep anymore...
I just went straight to my laptop and searched the modules of the course...
What came in my mind was, 'shitty course'...
In the morning. already got people conversing with me online regarding the posting results...

"Good ones snatched from me,
Bad ones pushed to me.
Heaven's playing a fool with me,
Hell's trying to drag me.
What will really happen to me?"

Today was also my seventh day of work...
Today was like bit of different...
Kai Ling couldn't call Christina because something happened to her which I think she would not want us to expose in this post, neither in the future posts...
So she met me at the school gate...
When the time that the lesson suppose to start, Christina rushed in the nick of time...
She doesn't seemed sad...still as cheerful as she usually is...
Today my class was like kind of boring and tired...

After class, i rushed to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for the JAE Appeal Exercise...
I wasn't able to appeal because my L1R4 couldn't match with the cut-off point...
Was being counselled by one of the officers there...
When i rushed back, I quickly flipped through the 'JAE 2008' booklet and see whether there are still courses left for me to appeal...
At first I got this idea of getting into 'Product Design & Innovation'...is a engineering course...
I was about to appeal online when I was stopped by my mother...
She called me to phone my father and seek his opinion before doing anything...
I called, he replied that he's busy and will talk to me when he's back...
My mother was like, kept comforting and consoling me, told me not to be disheartened and hugged me...
I was like really want to cry...
But I drew back my tears...
During dinner, she's still tried her best to counsel me...
Forgot to mention, I had thought of going to Arts School if I can't get into the desired course that i wanted...
But both my parents said that there's not really much future for me if I go into Arts School...
'Music can only be your hobby...'
'If you want to survive in the future, you'll need to take up something that is required in the future...'
'You can join the band in NP, I don't mind, as long as you can coop...'
That time I really wanted to cry, also...
But I didn't...
Now, came to think of it...
I tried to think positively towards this course...
Actually it's not that bad...
Who knows whether in the future, an IT idiot will become a genius?
Well, still waiting for my father to return...
I wish everybody good luck in your new school!

Got to go le...bye...