It has been 2 weeks since I join Sakae Sushi...
But I'm still kind of screw up...
Scolded by Manager...
Upset my colleagues...
Still not familiar with the menu...
Sometimes, I feel really stressful about this job is that, you have to memorise the menu with the descriptions so as to explain it to the customers...
Another thing is, I don't mind facing the customers' 'face', I do mind looking at my colleagues' 'face' and their attitude towards...
People who understand me will know that I'm soft and sensitive by heart...
Once anythings come towards me, you won't see me smiling for the rest of the day already...
Just like today, Yan Suan 'confronted' me again for my mistake...
I know I'm very careless...
It has been 2 weeks and I couldn't afford to gives excuses or make any mistakes...
But I'm still a human here with tolerance...
I had once confessed to Irene(Manager) before, of all colleagues, Yan Suan is the only colleague whom I really cannot take it...
Although in general, almost all female colleague...
Yan Suan to me, is just arrogant...
I had also asked Irene about changing of location...
She advised me to stay...
Now, I felt kind of tired...
Feel like quiting this job and look for another one...

Raymond, Qin Shu, today is both of your last day...
Both of you are those best senior colleagues I've ever had...
It's really such a pity that you both are leaving for NS...
Especially the both of you, have been very patient towards me...
I know, on my 3rd day of work...
I got complained by customers...
I really want to thank Raymond for the console...
As I almost cried in front of Irene...
For Qin Shu, thanks for all the teaching...
You have really been very patient to all my 'nonsense'...
I want to wish the both of you, enjoy your NS, hope we can meet again!

Another Best-Pal-Colleague is Zack...
Both of us are still trainee for lots of stuffs...
And everytime, both of us will leave our work place together...
And always feeling very happy chatting with you...
And you're the youngest of us all...
Sometimes, I just find you quite an interesting/tough guy...
You're schooling and working at the same time...
And you can cope with your work so well...
Somehow, you're the one who can listen to my problems and chat about it...
And I really thank you...

Somehow, I'm still considering another job...
Better environment, an environment that is not so stressful...
But thinking back...
This job is being asked by my father...
And I'm working for my survival for my next semester...
And this is one of the highest pay job which I can find...
I can't afford to let my parents or myself down because of certain mistakes...
I've got lots of things to learn...
Though stressful, stomach is the cause for what I'm doing now...
I'll try my really best to memorise the menu asap and won't let myself down anymore...
がんばります！！！

Got to go le...bye...