Sunday, November 1, 2009
Girlfriend? (:
No, I'm Cruyff's Sister in fact.
Well, I stole my brother's laptop & blogger to use today, and yes.
I went into his blog as I felt something isn't going right for my brother recently.
I'd grown up with this fellow for 17 years, I can sense if he's happy or not.
I seldom see him at home, like me.
I wasn't at home too, we were both outside and come home late.
My brother wasn't happy at home, too.
He often get reprimanded by the family, he often get scoldings.
He just didn't like it.
I pity my brother, I felt that my brother should deserve better.
He's unlike me, I'd a big circle of friends.
Sometimes, I don't even have to trouble to find someone to talk to.
I don't even have to think who I should look for.
But him, I know no one is really there.
I really understand him.
I felt heartache when I read his post. I felt like crying for him.
There's once I remembered very clearly....
My brother provoked my mother and she started to throw everything on his table all over,
he cried so badly that I still remember how I shed my tears for him.
He's my beloved brother, whom I often bullied and joked with.
He protected me, he love me, he care and concern for me.
I'd never once stop loving this man whom felt neglected by his friends.
I told him my secrets, he told me his too.
Although I don't read his blog often, I don't come over to his blog.
But now as I read, the hurt is so deep that I can actually feel it.
Kor, I'm always here for you...
Like I said, we're a family...
I'll never leave you alone,
if you ever felt lonely, I will be there to accompany you...
if you ever felt like crying, think of the stupidest thing I'd ever done.. =x
if you ever need a shoulder to lie on, use mine(although not fleshy and comfortable)...
if you ever need someone to whack you, I WILL BE THE MOST WILLING TO!!! =P
Brother,
DONT GO NS LEH, I WILL MISS YOU LEHHHH! ):
I love you, my beloved brother...
P/s:
OI!!!
DONT CRY AH :DDDD
My mind's unweaving/ 5:38 AM
