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Saturday, January 15, 2011
好讨厌现在的我
好想重新再来一次
好想拥有自己的世界

在学弟与学妹们的面前，我总是装着自己很自大
以为什么都懂，装着自己很有学问似的
为了埋藏某种个性，也唯有这么做
这么多年了，我还是这个样子
竟不知这么做，只会把我看成是一个大傻瓜，一个大笨蛋，一个懦夫，一个混蛋
我已经是个完完全全丢尽我全家的脸的笨长子

以为自己已经对未来有所计划
被父母盘问成那幅德行
仿佛一切一切又得重新规划
仿佛这一切看得好像和没策划一样
现在的路，我不知道应该往哪里走才是
心中有好多话想说
好想找个能够了解我的人
诉苦我的一切

好难过
好悲哀
好凄凉

四年前，我还以为那已经是我最黑暗的日子
想不到，更黑暗的还在后头
我看不破，不甘心
怨恨冷藏在心中，仿佛一辈子都走不出这个恨

My mind's unweaving/ 11:26 PM

profile
Cruyff Chua
14.03.1991
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Canberra Secondary School
Wellington Primary School
Peiying Primary School

the PERSONALITY
-Loves to play music, sing the music & dance along with the music

-HATES violence & fights

-Planning to be a Language(English, Chinese, Japanese & Korean) Teacher; Translator/Interpreter

-Observing weather and concerning about the global natural disaster is my interest.
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links
CSS Band
Frisbee Club
Gwendolyn
Mei Chen
Mr. Loh(NSS)
NP Voices
NP Saxy
Subrina
Wei jie
Wei Qian

Japanese Men Hairstyles

Dancesports Music
Singapore Dancesports Federation

Subject Learner Website
International Weather Forecast
National Environment Agency
World Weather Information Service

credits
designer : kathleen
image : hiddenmemoryx
lyrics : It Ends Tonight/ AAR

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

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